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My heart raced as I stared through the glass window of the operating room. I clenched my fists until they turned white in fear as I watched as they worked on Mom. The storm outside seemed to echo the chaos in my chest.Ā
I hadnāt even caught my breath when Dad stormed up to me, his face flushed with anger.Ā
āHow could you let her go out in this storm, Astrid?ā he snapped at me, enraged.Ā
I blinked, stunned āWhat? Dad, I didnāt even know she left the house! I had no idea.āĀ
Before I could say more, Seth stepped in, āDad, Astridās been staying with me these past few days. Sheās injured. She couldnāt have knownāĀ
Dadās gaze shifted to me, his anger melting into regret as his eyes traveled to my bandaged arm and the tiredness etched on my face. His shoulders slumped āIām sorry, Astrid. I didnāt mean to⦠I was just so scared. What happened to you?āĀ
Thesitated, glancing at Seth, who gave me a small nod of encouragement. āThere was an incident,ā I said quietly, avoiding the details of Ash and the divorce. āIāve been recovering at Sethās place since then.āĀ
The color drained from Dadās face, his eyes wide with shock and without a word, he pulled me into a tight hug. his hand gently cradling the back of my head.Ā
Iām so sorry, sweetheart I didnāt know,ā he murmured, his voice tremblingĀ
I felt tears pricking at my eyes but quickly blinked them away. Now wasnāt the time to cryĀ
āWhat happened to Mom?ā I asked, pulling back slightlyĀ
Dad sighed heavily, his face creased with worry. āShe got a call from your husband. She left in a hurry. The ospital said she kept apologizing for not delivering the flowers to him. Do you know anything about this?āĀ
Ifroze Flowers? For Ash?Ā
āSheās allergic to flowersā I said with disbelief in my voice. āWhy would he ask her to do that? And during thisĀ
storm?āĀ
Sethās brows furrowed as he placed a hand on my shoulder. āThat doesnāt make any sense, Astrid.āĀ
tepped away from them my chest tightening with a mix of anger and confusion. āExcuse me.ā I muttered digging into my pocket for my phoneĀ
My hands trembled in anger as I dialed Ashās number. The phone rang once, twice, then connectedĀ
The call connected but it wasnāt Ashās voice but someone elseās kateĀ
āHello?ā Her voice was light, almost cheerful, but it grated on my nerves.Ā
āKate, give the phone to Ash.ā I said curtly, trying to keep my composureĀ
There was a pause, followed by a soft laugh. āOh, sure, one momentāĀ
Moments later, his voice came through, irritated. āWhat is it Astrid? Iām busyāĀ
āWhere is my mom, Ash? I fired a question at him immediatelyĀ
āRelax She delivered the flowers, didnāt she? Whatās the problem now?Ā
My grip on the phone tightened. āFlowers? You asked her to deliver flowers? In this storm? Despite knowing sheās allergic?Ā
Ash let out an exasperated sigh. āKate won a competition today, and I was busy. Your mom called at the perfectĀ
time, so I asked her to do it. Whatās the big deal?āĀ
The words hit me like a punch to the gut. āSo, let me get this straightā I said, my voice filed with disbeliefĀ
and anger. āYou sent my mom out in a dangerous storm to deliver flowers to Kate? Knowing full welll about herĀ
allergiestĀ
āItās not like I forced her.ā he said nonchalantly tasked her to do it and she accepted. Besides its just fowersĀ
Astrid. Youāre making a big deal out of nothing, as usual āĀ
I couldnāt believe what I was hearing. My chest burned with fury, and my voice rose before I could stop it āYourĀ
risked my momās life for flowers! For Kate!āĀ
āAstrid, if youāre calling to argue. Iām not interested,ā he said dismissively āThis is getting exhaustingāĀ
I took a deep, shuddering breath, willing myself not to scream. āFine, Ash. You win. Just sign the divorce papersĀ
and get out of my lifeāĀ
There was silence on the line, followed by a scoff. āAre you serious right now?Ā
āDead senous,ā I said, my voice icy āSign them. TodayāĀ
Before he could respond, I ended the call, my hand trembling as I shoved the phone back into my pocketĀ
I turned to face my father, who stood nearby his expression a mix of confusion and concern. Seth watcheĀ
too, his jaw tightĀ
āIām done pretendingā I said quietly meeting my dadās gaze Tm divercing Ash āĀ
Seth stepped closer, placing a steadying hand on my shoulder. āAre you sure about thisāĀ
DĀ
āYes I sad firmly āTve spent years trying to make this marriage work trying to be someone heād care about. ButĀ
I canāt do this anymore āĀ
Dadās eyes widened in shock. āAstridĀ
Finally after a while, theĀ
lepped out of theĀ
sent a chill through me.Ā
I gripped Sethās arm, unable to steady myself as my legs threatened to give way. Dad stepped forward, his voice low but desperate.Ā
āDoctor, how is she? Howās my wife?āĀ
The doctor sighed, his gaze filled with the kind of pity that made my stomach churn. āSheās stable, butā¦ā He paused, the hesitation in his words suffocating. āSheās suffered a severe brain injury. Sheās in a coma now, and we canāt say when or if sheāll regain consciousness.āĀ
āNoā¦ā My whisper was barely audible, fear gripped my head.Ā
The doctor continued, his tone cautious but firm. āI must also inform you that if she doesnāt wake up soon. thereās a risk of her condition progressing to brain death. Weāll do our best, but⦠the situation is critical.āĀ
I gasped, my knees buckling, and Seth caught me just as I felt the room spin. Beside me, Dadās face contorted inĀ
anguish.Ā
āWe canāt lose her,ā Dad murmured, his voice cracking. āDo whatever it takes. Justā¦just save her.āĀ
The doctor gave a solemn nod before walking away, leaving us to grapple with the weight of his words.Ā
I leaned against the wall, my chest heaving with silent sobs. Mom⦠my mom, who had always been there for me.Ā
who had loved unconditionally even Ash, the man who had caused her so much painĀ
Memories of her soft voice, her radiant smile flooded my mind. I couldnāt lose her. Not like this.Ā
With weak knees, I turned to the operating room doors, the bitterness Iād tried to suppress bubbled to theĀ
surface. This wasnāt just an accident. It was Ashās doing.Ā
I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms as I fought back tears.Ā
āAre you okay, Astrid?ā Seth asked softly, his hand on my shoulder.Ā
I shook my head. āNo. Iām not. And I wonāt be until heās out of our lives for good.āĀ
Seth nodded, his jaw tight with suppressed anger. He didnāt need to ask who I meant.Ā
I slowly moved inside the room where Mom was now resting.Ā
I reached Momās side, her face pale and still against the stark white of the hospital bed. The machines beeped steadily, they had her connected to them, she looked so pitiful and weak.Ā
I leaned forward, wrapping my arms around her, careful not to disturb the tubes that were connected to her. My cheek rested against her shoulder, the faint scent of her favorite lavender perfume still clinging to her hospital gown. It was comforting, and yet, it shattered me even more.Ā
Tears spilled freely down my face, soaking into the fabric of her blanket. āYou didnāt deserve this. None of this.ā Staring at her face with tears in my eyes a flood of memories washed over me, driving me down memory lane.Ā
The first time I met Ash.