Chapter 174
I didn’t reply, I just looked out the window quietly.
I knew he wasn’t done talking yet, I also wanted to bid my linal goodbyes to him, since he might just end up disappearing from my life after this, I wouldn’t allow anyone from willin any world to betray me.
“I might not have pure intentions approaching you, but I loved you. I had just used the wrong approach in hopes that you could love me worthy, I want to make it up to you in some ways so you’d love me.” Why would there be sumene so ridiculous?
you think I’m
He stomped on my sincerity, scrubbed my dignity hard against the floor, and still wanted me to love him in the end. Did he think that I was some low
“I don’t know what they bribed you with, but you’ve truly hurt me. I don’t want to say anything else to you. I’m cutting ties with you forever”
As I sat in his car, I was in deep pain. I now know how much betrayals hurt, but this was something I should already be used to, so why was I still hurting so muc It probably was because I hadn’t completely hardened my heart yet.
i got out of the car quicidy and walked on alone. The skies were very gloomy at that point.
Perhaps, along the way, we had already made our choicesclear.
It might have been the moment before a storm hit since the air pressure around was low and heavy. I felt a gust of warm, humid air blowing on my face.
The weather changes were very drastic. It was a hot, sunery day one moment, and next, it was suddenly gloomy, like a rainstorm was about to come quiddy
It was just like our relationship. One moment we were good friends and were thinking of being each other’s good friend for life, but now, we have become hargers
On the way back, I was also pondering about it. If tan could bribe him to befriend me, he could bribe someone else as well. That would mean that an was the problem, not LAM
I needed to face this new reality and find a way out,
His tactics were too manipulative. I had to respond very carefully.
lan was the mastermind behind all of these, I couldn’t just let him off the hook so easily. Hi Ast tumed to my home, there was still toll in my heart that was unable to be resolved. I knew I needed to build myself up to be stronger so I could face the challenges that were coming. It wasn’t strong enough, I might not be able to do anything
At that mo
1 looked at the fish in the little
I couldn’t tell anyone about anything that was in ing heart, No one was worth my trust, and I could rely on no one tank on my table. It looked so dim-witted. I went up and told that little fish what I had in mind.
I’m not strong enough, I can’t wing Grandma, and I can’t subject the people who want me dead to the law. I won’t even have the right to pursue love. If I can’t evenbar a stable home, whit rise can I do?”
The little fish flicked its tail gently in the water like it had understood what I said and was just quietly keeping me company.
Maybe, at that moment, I didn’t have anyone who I could share my bear show they wilnerable side
air of fan’s control.
not only because i didn’t want to bring them trouble, but I also didn’t want to
ath In. had decided that I could not wallow so lowly any longer. I needed to stand up for myself, for Grandma, and for everyone who was hurting
my phone and started to comb through my thoughts. I
I was trying to look for people that could assist me, and for clues that could benefit my cause.