Chapter 162
The ritual date has already been concluded. Alexia didn’t even know whether or not she felt very different. She just felt very nervous which was beyond normal. She didn’t even want to know how to correlate her feelings but one thing was for sure and that was she needed to find a way to deal with what she was feeling.
Everything had already been prepared and she had to say that this was very inevitable for her which increased her nervousness because this was going to be in front of people from the park and even from outside the pack.
She was so scared to her bones of what would happen and today was the D–day. The jewelry and dress were all on her bed but she didn’t even wear it because she didn’t want to yet.
She just had a lot on her mind right now and her heart was making her feel somehow making lots of thoughts run through her mind. She was having mixed feelings about this ritual but yet at the same time she couldn’t avoid it even if she wanted
to
She was still having a lots going through her mind when the door suddenly opened revealing Marshall. She was all dressed up and ready for the ritual. She even had a smile on her face.
She didn’t have the heart to return the smile which made her to notice her sadness so quickly and she quickly came and sat beside her.
“Why aren’t you dressed up yet? The outfit has been left untouched, I doubt if you even tested it,” she said and she was right about her not testing it because she didn’t see the need too.
It didn’t matter much to her anyways and she couldn’t help what she was feeling inside. She touched it but she was
definitely not interested in wearing it.
“I don’t want to wear it mom and it’s not because I don’t like the dress but because I don’t feel worthy, like what if I end up messing this up?,‘ she said, letting out her fear.
Marshall was quick to understand all that she was feeling and just put her hands over hers as a way to comfort her. She knew how much the event meant to the twins and the entire pack and understood the reason for her fear.
“You know that the twins would love you regardless if your wolf comes out or not,” she reminded her.
She knew that the twins had nothing on her and they’ve assured her that whether or not she had a wolf. it didn’t matter to them because they didn’t care about all of that as long as they had her but yet she couldn’t help the fear.
*The entire pack is going to be there and they want to go as far as making me their Luna which only adds to my worry because I’m scared that I might not be a good Luna” She said.
She was ready to unleash everything that was in mind because Marshall was like a mother to her and was even better than her own family which was the reason why she called her mom.
She took her hands in hers and looked straight into her eyes. “You seem to worry about what other people think a lot but I want you to understand one thing,” she said, her tone was so different and she said.
“I raised those boys myself and I know them just like the back of my hand so I can assure you that they’ll never choose a Luna who won’t be any good to our pack and I totally trust them so if they choose you then they’ve made the right decision.”
she said
Her voice somehow calmed her down in some weird way that she didn’t even know when she smiled despite the fact that she’s been hurting and keeping away all of this feelings all this while.
You need to learn to stand up for yourself Alexia and also learn to believe more in yourself because the more you don’t, the more things won’t work out for you and don’t let fear stop you from making the right decision,” she said.
She suddenly felt
even going to “thing that she hadn’t felt in a while. She suddenly felt the courage to go on with the retentiony not
even going to give a about what other people said and whether or not her wolf gets reignited.
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Chapter 162
She had the most loving and caring people around her who wants to give her nothing but the best so she wouldn’t even want to trade it for any other thing like that ever again.
I’m sorry Mom,” she said in a way that made Marshall happy that she was able to talk some sense into her.
“I’m glad I could help,” she said as Alexia pulled her into a hug.
She released herself from the hug after a few seconds later and got up from the bed where she sat on. “They’re all expecting you downstairs, you had better change quickly,” she said and Alexia nodded in response.
Alexia wasted no time in changing into the most beautiful gown that she had ever laid her eyes upon. When she went down stairs, the twins couldn’t take their eyes off her as she looked so astonishing.
She walked over to the throne as Miles held her hand. He could tell that she was nervous and rubbed her hands gently as a way to comfort her and it worked.
“You don’t have to stress yourself, I’m with you,” he said.
The priest mixed some things together and after they already performed the pre–ritual it was time for the main ritual.
The twins finally marked her making her theirs and finally she could become their Luna. She didn’t change into her wolf form sadly but was told that it wasn’t going to be fast like that.