Sebastian couldn’t remember it at all. Although he had amnesia, he didn’t feel anything for Lily.
He didn’t remember anything about Rosalie either, but he clearly remembered his feelings for her. If he truly liked Lily, wouldn’t some of those feelings still remain even if his memories were gone? Even if the feelings were gone, meeting her should still elicit some reaction.
Seeing Sebastian’s confused expression, Lily quickly said, You’re the one who lied to her. You don’t actually like me, but her. But I don’t know why you’re afraid to tell her the truth.
You made up a lie about liking Lily, and I just so happened to have that name. One day, Miss Young probably wanted to see the girl you liked, so your sister brought me in as a substitute. At that time, I was also very confused about what was happening, but after thinking it over, this seems to be the case.
Sebastian remained silent for a long time after hearing this. He crossed his arms, leaned back in his chair, and stared at Lily with a serious expression. His brows were also furrowed.
Lily felt a bit uneasy. Actually, this is just my guess. I can’t guarantee that it’s entirely accurate, so you don’t have to take it completely seriously. Maybe when you recover your memories, you’ll understand everything.
Sebastian pondered for a moment before speaking.
I think your guess is correct. This is probably how things are. I finally understand why Rose wanted us to be alone today. She probably wanted you to help me recover my memories, since she thinks I like you.
He smiled bitterly, and shook his head helplessly. That foolish woman doesn’t realize that while I don’t remember her, I still remember my feelings for her.
He lowered his head in disappointment.
No, she’s not foolish. She must know something, but is just avoiding it. She’s taking advantage of the fact that I lied to her.
Seeing Sebastian’s dejected look, Lily quickly comforted him.
She seems to care about you a lot. Maybe if you talk to her and tell her your true feelings, she might accept you. How would she know if you don’t tell her?
What good will it do if I tell her now? Sebastian looked up. I have amnesia, and she’ll just think that I’m temporarily dependent on her and mistaking her care for love, can already predict how she will respond. Also, her ex-husband hurt her deeply. How could she accept another man so easily?
Perhaps I already knew all this
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before I lost my memories, which is why I didn’t dare to tell her. I fabricated a story about liking another girl so she wouldn’t avoid me. I was afraid that if she knew I loved her, she would stay far away from me, hate me, or even fear me, thinking I’d become like her ex-husband.
Sebastian lowered his head, his eyes gradually reddening.
Even though he had lost his memories, the anxiety and uncertainty remained.
Lily didn’t know what to say. She hadn’t expected Sebastian to share so much with her either, considering they were only acquaintances.
Suddenly, Sebastian recalled something and looked up with an awkward smile. Sorry, I shouldn’t have shared all this with you. You probably think I’m being a bother.
Not at all, Lily quickly said. Mr.
Carter, I’m actually glad you shared this with me. It means you trust me enough to confide in me. Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone.