14.
I grabbed a lamp and hit him.
When my mom came, I sat there.
Darcy was with her mom, they were
embarrased.
I never knew about this.
Darcy’s mom stole my dad.
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Later she grew old, and Darcy slept with my
dad.
I sat on the bed and vomited.
My mom broke things, and yelled at Darcy.
She did not yell at my dad.
She did not stand up for me.
The house was a wreck.
But they told me to stay calm.
I could not.
There was a camera in my room, filming my
practice.
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It captured it.
I went to the police station with the video.
He acted weird.
He said, “She needs her reputation. Forget
about it.”
I did not understand.
I did not do wrong.
Why should I be embarrassed?
The police did not help, so I uploaded the
video and contacted the media.
The internet exploded.
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People knew me.
People felt bad, others laughed.
The internet did not forget.
My dad lost his job and went to jail.
My mom went crazy and yelled.
She screamed, “You slut!
Do you know shame?!”
I felt nothing.
I had lost love, and dignity.
I was numb.
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My mom screamed, “Do you have a heart?!”
Like Jake said when we broke up, “Do you
have a heart?”