33- Sharing and staringĀ
The car has barely stopped moving when I climb out. Bellamy follows me but once agam I refuse to take his arm. I make my way up the stairs on my own although Bellamy still follows* close behind me. I ignore him. Waiting by my door is Shaun. My new guard for the evening. I greet him and unlock my door. I step inside then turn and stop, standing in the doorway so Bellamy canāt followĀ
āIād invite you in but I am apparently not intelligent enough to make decisions about these things. My tone is falsely polite but Iām sure Shaum can tell that. Oh well, I fumble with purse and pull out thirty dollars. I thrust the cash into Bellamyās chest. He catches some of it but a couple notes fall to the ground.Ā
āFor my share of dinner.ā I then step back and slam the door shut in his face, locking it behind me. I pause to take a few deep breaths. I can hear Bellamy talking through the door, but not to mĀ
āUnless it is for the sake of her safety, you are not to enter her home, even if she invites you.ā He orders.Ā
āAs you say Alpha Kane.ā Shaun replies formally. I want to scream. How dare he? I throw my stuff onto the table and head into the kitchen area where two plates of cookies await me as well as a note.Ā
Thankyou so much for helping with Logan today, I definitely owe you one. Please pass my thanks on to your Shifter friend along with his share of the cookies.Ā
Thankyou again,Ā
Maggie.Ā
Feeling irritated, I grab the plate of chocolate chip cookies and take it to my room. My bed is freshly made and waiting for me. I quickly change into my unicorn pyjamas and climb in under the blankets. I settle in to watch Netflix for a bit while I eat my cookies and try and forget the general stupidity of men. Or at least of one man in particular. My relaxation doesnāt last long because I get a text. Itās from Megan.Ā
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Megan- Did you and Bels fight? Heās been in a rotten mood since he got home. I know he sIM you, I can smell it.Ā
Ryann- In the nicest way possible I have to tell you that is kinda creepy. But ves we did fight I thought you said that letting him protect me would make him LESS bossyĀ
overbearing??? āĀ
MeganāUsually it would. There must be something else botheringĀ
Ryann- I guess so.Ā
Ryann- What time do you want me to come tomorrow?Ā
Megan- Come in the morning whenever youāre ready. Iām thinking we should have a girls only spa day. We can treat ourselves before we get all doiled up for my party.Ā
Ryann- Okay, Iāll see you in the morning.Ā
I chuck the phone to the end of my bed. I glance at the plane off cookies beside me and grimace. Iāve eaten way too many. That sort off explains why my stomach feels off and why Iām having trouble relaxing. Too much sugar probably.. I dug myself out from under my blankets and grab the remaining cookies. I take them to the kitchen and put them in a plastic container. Iām about to cover it up when I remember that Shram is still standing outside. I transfer a couple onto a plate before covering the rest. I then head to the front door. Whem I open it. Shaun immediately turns to face me.Ā
āI was going to ask if you were planning on going somewhere but based on your outfit Iām thinking no.ā He smiles at me and I laugĀ
āAre you dissing my unicorns.ā I demand. The simater his head with a serious expression.Ā
āOf course not Miss Gale. Just motting your lack off shoes. Obviously.ā I all my eyes at him.Ā
āOh of course.ā I respond sarcastically.Ā
āWell, I actually came to bring you a smack.ā I hold up the plate of cookies. His expressionĀ
lights up.Ā
āThanks.ā He barely manages to get the word out before shoving the first cookie in his mouth. I have to try not to giggle.Ā
āYou should just come ins-ā Shaun cuts me off.Ā
āI canāt come in, Alpha Kane would kill me.ā He gives me an apologetic smile. I cross my arms. across my chest, annoyed and glare at him.Ā
āBut heās being ridiculous. Itās my home. I should be able to invite people in if I want to.ā I complain. He hold his hands up in the universal gesture for āhey, chill out,āĀ
āLook, I canāt say I understand his reasoning, but heās my Alpha and my boss. I canāt afford to get myself in trouble. We canāt all get away with slamming the door in his face.ā I pout, annoyed. A breeze blows past and I shiver slightly. Itās not exactly cold, but my pyjamas arenāt really designed to be worn outside either. Shaun notices my discomfort.Ā
āYou should head back inside.ā he suggests. I kinda wanted to take the chance to test my dominance or whatever like Bellamy mentioned earlier, I didnāt exactly give him a chance to bring it up again. I think it would be less awkward without him hovering anyway. I leave the door open as I head back in.Ā
āJust a sec, Iāll be right back.ā I call out as I head to my room. I chuck on my slippers and find my fluffy dressing gown and slip it on, tying it loosely around my waist. Now I should be warm enough. Shaun is standing in the doorway peering inside curiously. It doesnāt escape me how careful he is not to pass the threshold though. Bellamy is so annoying. I step outside. with Shaun.Ā
āYou really donāt need to hang around out here Miss Gale, Iām really fine out here by myself.ā I shrug.Ā
āIām bored. Besides, I was hoping you could help me test something.ā Shaun raises anĀ
eyebrow.Ā
āNow Iām curious. As long as it doesnāt interfere with my guard duties Iāll be happy to help.ā He responds cheerfully. I decide to just go for it.Ā
āDuring dinner, Bellamy and I ran into another Shifter. The woman was rude and annoyed metĀ
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33 Sharing and staringĀ
and so I basically made her back off. Bellamy suspects that because of it I may actually bet quite dominant which would explain a bunch of other problems Iāve had throughout my life with people struggling to meet my eyes. I wanted to test that theory. He said he doesnāt have an issue with my eyes and Megan doesnāt either. But pretty much everyone else I meet seems to.ā I explain.Ā
āSo you want to see if I can hold eye contact with you?ā he predicts my request. I nod. He shrugs.Ā
āSure, why not. Iām not very dominant when compared to Alpha Kane, but Iām no pushover. Letās give it a go.ā He smiles at me. Iām kinda nervous. I hate making eye contact most of the time. I tend to only do it when Iām really comfortable or really annoyed.Ā
āSo what am I meant to do exactly?ā Shaun laughs.Ā
āJust pretend itās a staring contest, although you are allowed to blink I suppose. The first person to look away loses.ā He explains.Ā
āThen why look away?ā I question.Ā
āItās instinctive for Shifters to submit to those who are more dominant. If you are more dominant Iāll look away naturally. Iām not sure if it works the same for you but thereās no harm in testing.ā I take a deep breath.Ā
āOkay.ā I look up at him so I can properly meet his eyes. It feels a little ridiculous, he is much. taller than me so I have to adjust my position to be more comfortable. The moment our eyes. meet, Shaunās go wide. I try not to look away as I usually do. I know Iām making him. uncomfortable, great. I only just have time to note that Shaun has green eyes with yellow. flecks when he flinches slightly and drops his gaze to the floor.Ā
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